Not Feeling Good

I'm not feeling good today. It started Friday night and has continued with me since then... not bad enough to be confined to bed all day, but bad enough to keep me from doing what I need to do. Actually, I wish I were in bed right now. Michael's had the boys since lunch so that I could sleep. I tried everything I could to sleep, but nothing worked. My mind is just racing too much to allow me to rest. I feel worse now than I did earlier.

I thought that yesterday I had made progress in getting better. We didn't go to church because I didn't want to infect anyone else. Instead we went up to Michael's and he had me lay down while he took care of the boys. My chest hurt, my eyes were burning, and I think I fell asleep within seconds. Three and a half hours after my head hit the pillow, I woke up to find that the 3 "boys" had already had 2 lunches and one very long walk from Michael's to Craig & Vickie's and back again. As the afternoon wore on, I had more energy and we took the boys out to play in the dirt and then came back inside for a late dinner. It was nice and relaxing.

Today I seem to be getting worse as the day goes on. I don't like this. I want to get well. I could sleep more if I could just get my mind to stop stressing about my legal issues. It's hard. I also can't stop thinking about everything I need to do to get the house ready for our Open House on Sunday.

On a more positive note, I am officially as of today also the Preferred Wedding Planner for 5Rock Ranch. I love those people up there!

I need to go back and lay on the couch....